Prologue

2007 Will fucked a women, next moring, get crashed when crossing the road.??

1?

2009?

granddad. dad Bernard. mom. sister treena. nephew Thomas. me. Louise 26

recession. ?not very rich.?

I lost my job in coffee.

I have to support my family.?

After tough research I got a job to attend the disabled.?

2?

sister smart?

I thick, not very beautiful.??

ex Patrick

interview, though awkward, still pass

mother find mental company for son

go back,? have dinner with family.?

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3

met Will，learn his routine

painful

but sister go back college?

I have to stick with it.?

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4

will's ex Lisa Alicia married Rupert

Will smash photos, I handle it?

Patrick will do ferce sports

I want to fix the photo , but have words with him.?

damn I have known Lou,s death?

5

get better with will?

he have bad words, i have bad words back.?

drive Will to hospital,saw his scar on the wrists

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6

snow, cold, will is not good?

I help him change?position, he thanks me

he burn up, and recover?

I stay over with him?

his father has affair when his mother not at home?

I chat with Will sleep with him

Will's mom find something wrong about dad

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7

spring come, Patrick and I have some gaps?

i talk the boyfriend stuff with Will

Will talk Alicia with me.?

I shave his beard, I cut his hair, I seem fall in love with him

his sisiter come. and it seems like Will will kill himself?

he has killed before, so have scars on the wrists

I was emplyed for watch over him

, six months. maybe six moths after he will suicide with his mother's agreement.?

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8

mom's perspective, son said he want to die, and after one failed suicide, mom agreed.?

9

I want to quit my job?

I hand in the notice to his mom, and I went home?

while my neighbors are fighting, his mom came and had a talk with me, knowing I had known.?

she wanted me back and remaind me of the contract.?

i told my sister, she suggest me use four months to change Will's mind.?

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10

I back to his house, told ?his family my plan.?

my sisiter give me the list whlie we see Patrick running.?

But because I want to live in her big room, we almost fight,??

Finally, I go to the library, make my own list.?

11?

i will and Nathan go to see horse racing but not good as I expected?

at the end I knew that will hates horse.?

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12

I recall the summer seven years ago when I had good time there?

and my grandma died that summer.?

I lost in the maze my sister found me and I found myself do not want to be a gril I experience this summer

Will learned that I haven't went to concert. he said?

you cut yourself off from all sorts of experience because you tell yourself you are "not that sort of person"

I and will go to concert, we have some interesting interact, we both enjoy the music much

13

i bought him a equipment that made him write on his own, he gives me a thanks letter.?

I have my birthday in my family, will was invited. ?he give me champagne tights and a book we talked about and a card?

Patrick is jealous of Will and we have sex that night.?

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14

I know a athlete ask his mother to kill himself from the internet.?

sister come back this weekend

will told don't want to go to paris with me?

time is limited

15

will keep persuade me to discover a bigger world?

he got to hospital, I use the name busy bee to chat online

will and I both got tattoos

I got bee

he got Best before 19March 2007

16

will give dad a job

he know I not sleep well in weekend, he offer me to live in his house?

Patrick broke his records, and after knowing that he ask me to move in his house.?

17

will have a row with me since I moved into Patrick's house

he met the specialist in wills, I told it to his mother. ?she also know that my movement, and thought will is really fond of me, and I shouldn't do that

I and will go to the castle of his ?father, I stuck in the maze again and think back of being offended thing. Will got me out, we have a talk, I learned his scare and know my story he keep telling me it is not your fault. I cry and he comfort me.?

18

will and I went to the ex's wedding will have a good time.??

we got little drunk I sit on his lap and we whirl and we stay out for that night

19

nathan's perspective

after they come back mother is mad, will is very uncomfortable due to the unchanged tube. lou's?

?boyfriend have words with her and I heard mom is telling

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20

I told that I can't go Viking with him, and told him the reason. and he know I want to change Will's mind.?

with the aid of internet, I decided to head to the California.?

I told my sister that I want to retrain. ?and I told her I love Will.?

but I am not lose my mind.?

Patrick don't want me to go, but I said will needs me. ?so patrick left.?

21

Will's father perspective

will and the whole family agreed Lou's plan

once my son dead, I will divorce and got marry other woman

however will got pneumonia.?

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22

I broke up with Patrick and I got to hospital

will awake, but he is not good?

I have to cancel my trip plan

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I talk with Nathan?

23

I go to the airplane with will and Nathan.?

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